Let's see how many egos our minds can diverge into. Each one allocated with a particular network of our social lives. For example on Deviant Art I am known as "EchoPhantom"; I percieve and converse in a particular manner, different to that if I were on Facebook, Myspace, or a pub! Understandable, but must we mask our feelings? Surely the feelings would stay mutual; the same throughout different universes. All I can say is, "don't forget me".

I'm sat in a Masters' video editing suite waiting for my fooage to stream. It's a shame that old footage fro the blue tape has deteriorated; then again, it may have not served me academcally useful anyway. I plan on making everything from scratch. I hear people talking of "running out of ideas" within the first year, so they're limiting their outputs. A little part of me agrees and understands their point but most of me resents the limitations of a creative mind. I believe every idea that gets pumped out of our heads is new...because every head is different. Here come my first digital videos.

Saturday night was an immense night for my head. I went out at midnight to do some sound recording in the Maidstone town centre; dressed in black with a small recording device on my chest with a noticable red recording light which brought the attention of intoxicants impersonating the likes of The Terminator and RoboCop.

I have a fear, and my creative activites apparently worsen it.

I also tried a new energy cleansing exercise which involves vocalising one's neagtive thoughts to music which makes one melancholy. All I can say is, it works.

As way as emotions go, and that we create emotions because we can feel them but we can only feel them through description of our peers. If there's an emotion we've not felt then we depend on our peers to help us share and describe the feeling for our heads to come to the conclusion that we are feeling a particluar emotion. I suppose this is done sub-consciously as we grow but I've recently under gone this procedure in my head and with the help of a particular individual, I am able to understand and experience the feeling of love. In ways, Hobdenator, I am in your debt. In most ways, Hobdenator, I say I love you. And I understand you feel the same.

Finally, I've found my favourite Miles Davis number. It's called 'So What', and features Miles Davis, John Coltrane, Bill Evans, and Jimmy Cobb. The simplicity of it's four-count chorus and the energy flow from one solo to the other and Jimmy Cobb's tight keeping and fills makes it my favourite Miles Davis composition to date. Earlier I would have said it to be ' Paraphernalia ' but that's a Tony Williams composition on a Mile Davis album. Hmm.

Peace out.

EchoPhantom